Lorbert & Enrica

long time no see

2009-07-06T14:34:00.002+08:00

LTNS!!! Been busy with golf, work, shopping and loving myself more...

Anyway we just sorted up the bags collections!

Not much though but i think it's cool!

Using a Fish Eyes Lens

Bourbon with pochette!

We will soon updates again!

Job Seeking

2009-05-22T17:08:00.002+08:00

Maria finally got the job i recommended and she is starting work on Monday. Despite having a bachelor in computing studies, she didnt mind the low paying job as a administrative officer, and she seems to look very forward to her virgin job! Though the place is like an hour away from her house, but she seriously don't mind. and COOL!!!! she is giving me a treat to ASTON! Extra cut! I'm coming baby!!!

Actually i did recomend this job to a friend, but she doesn't seem to even give a damn to this job, desite we helped her with a resume. Well, another friend who told me the PAY Is too LOW!!! SO how much do you want? 10K a month and work 4 hours a day with SAT and SUN off? Near your house? Bor Kor Leng lah!!!!

Anyway i wanna thank Adeline for being so patience with me thru out the application of this job! "P

Gone with the wind

2009-05-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

BlingBling,
Meme loves u and miss u.. be gd okay?

tgif

2009-05-16T12:23:00.003+08:00

It's finally SAT, and i survived through the weekdays.

I was on half day work, and adjourned to bedok to meet up with my contractor, unfortunately they are not able to do the wiring to the container.. no choice but to pay the estate office $500 to do up 2 phone lines.. :(
Not wanting to meet #$*^#$& bitch there, i went out wif D and picked R and L up from their delivery. Not a boring journey as i get to chat with D. We never really chatted beside my first chicken rice lunch with him last year. LOL. We reached bedok at 530, got back our car and rushed over to the Facais' hse. Their adobe is sooo COSY. I love the kitchen and everything... its so MINE... LOL... Waited for S and P to arrive before we start our dinner. The guys bought Hokkien noodles, Satays and Wu Xiang... Everything was great.. or i didnt have lunch so i gobble up the max intake. LOL..
We played wii :- Raye man and Golf.. Awww... And i've a birdie at the 2nd hole... but the rest sucks... LOL.. we left their place at 1am and shit things happen... The speed trap was activated and captured us driving at 70km/hr when we are suppose to keep at 60 :( the flash light was so bright :( ... BOOOOOOOOOOOO! 2nd summon of the month.
Came home feed the dogs, take shower and slept... I woke up at 11am today! And i'm sooo HAPPY deh!! :P having my cornflakes with milk and playing on my farm town! :)
L also revert back saying someone keen on jeff's car.. :) we will be arranging for a meeting soon...
and and.. i'm craving for Aston today.. LOL.. any1? :P

Sick with Morons

2009-05-15T10:34:00.003+08:00

sometimes i feel im working with a bunch of morons...

E: me loh
A: some CSO

E: hey A, can u help me with a van later? im sending down to your site for further inspection
A: nggg....
E: Okay.. (keeping my cool) u need the carplate?
A: nggg...
E: PA XXXX
A: Ngggg....
E: So i send down to your place later...
A: Nggg....

Maybe i shd be like her too.. life is simple! But i hate being a moron... WHY WHY WHY???

Happy Lunar Birthday Hubbi

2009-05-13T20:36:00.002+08:00

With the current global recession and my shocking pay cut, i didn't celebrate dear's bday! But i made him stirred fried mee xua with prawns and scallops accompanied with 2 hard boiled eggs this morning. Woke up at 645am, despite having a flu, the dish was done up in 15 mins including boiling of eggs and marinating the condiments. I didn't like the usual soupy meexua so i tried doing the singapore zi char style and hubbi's grading was 9/10. :P He finished his ai xin breakfast at 8am and rushed me to office.. awwww..

He said he didn't want anything material, cause he had everything.. Thanks dear for not allowing me to spend and i'm glad he enjoyed his breakie.. soo awww again..

How do we define friends?

2009-05-12T19:27:00.004+08:00

Main Entry:
1friend
Pronunciation:
\ˈfrend\
Function:
noun
Etymology:
Middle English frend, from Old English frēond; akin to Old High German friunt friend, Old English frēon to love, frēo free
Date:
before 12th century
1 a: one attached to another by affection or esteem b: acquaintance2 a: one that is not hostile b: one that is of the same nation, party, or group3: one that favors or promotes something (as a charity)4: a favored companion5capitalized : a member of a Christian sect that stresses Inner Light, rejects sacraments and an ordained ministry, and opposes war —called also Quaker
— friend·less \ˈfren(d)-ləs\ adjective
— friend·less·ness noun
— be friends with
: to have a friendship or friendly relationship with

Click on image for better resolution. XOXOXO

Good riddance? Nope! Actually both me and S felt sad having stabbed badly.. Well, S, you are never awful, we are talking about truth here and whatever we do, its always for her own good. Yet if she doesn't listen, how far can we go? Sometimes it can be pretty tired. Hating someone is tiring... I make LOVE, not war! :-)

Cheer up baby! We have losta activities line up for you after your exams.. We can go golfing, cycling, UP.. awww So much fun... 因为爱就宅一起...

I promise to save some carrots for you! HAHAHAHA!

Nuff Said!

Just Disappointed...

2009-05-12T11:47:00.003+08:00

It somehow boils me a while after reading an entry from a frd's blog. We used to hang out together, we used to sit down and talk abt dogs and sometimes she also helpED me with my boarding. But We have not been talking for months ever since.

For every cause, theres always an effect. It all started many months back when i was upset with my work, i rant in FB just to feel happier than keeping it down in me... Someone commented some nonconstructive replies, and boils me further. I work hard everyday earning that pathetic pay just to keep our family going. I do complain life sucks becuz it really does. and it's still sucks anyway. She told me her man had a pay cut recently, and we were worried for her. Cause she is not working and the sole breeder is her hubbi, but she doesn't seem to care. Me and bestie even helped her with her resume, improve on her resume hoping she can get a job outside but again, it doesn't motivate her at all... We shortlisted a few for her but it seems she doesn’t care. We were very disappointed. We never for once look down on her, but give her never ending encouragings. Ask Yrself, if u r reading it.

My hubbi even helped them with their appeal letter for HDB sales, but somehow they didnt get the ballot. It's really nothing... nothing we can do... its all abt yourselves...

Yes, you helped me with boarding twice and i really appreciate. I'm really alright to let you turn on the aircon 24 / 7, you are allow to cook in my hse, and feel free to pick the cod fish, salmon i have in my freezer. You told me you didnt have money for CNY and his pay day was 2 weeks later. So i gave you a small red packet hoping you last till his pay day. But what did you do with it? You guys went to Vivo, got toys for your dog.. i mean this is for U.. not for yr dog! just don't tell me ... your dog is more important than your life... That money was for you to tide over CNY and pay day, can the money be more well spent? Another disappointment. My hubbi also lent you the car which we thinks is more convient for you guys to travel... All these are just little things i can do to help you.. :-)

Bobby has bad eczema, i can only buy human mud spa to DIY at home and each DIY session only cost me $8.00 .. I don't see the extreme of lavishing spa etc.. on your dog esp when you guys need to be cautious now abt the recent recession. Yes.. i shouldnt even be caring, and not to poke my nosey into your family... So.. tts it! When you say abt others.. pls think twice! We don't fuck each other's hubbi at all.. And please don't seemingly to hump false accusation on others and make yourself look good! We do care abt you.. and if you are reading it.. i hope you know what to do next.

Each time you msg me in FB or MSN, i never reply you.. Cause i'm waiting for the day you gather yourself up and be back at the working society.

And if you prefer that clique.. u can go ahead.. we have no right or wrong to stop you... and you should know better... Thanks for coming into our lives. We were once friend, We did share many things.. and thats it! I hereby wish you all the best in life and in everything you do :)

Cheers

Oh yes, and please let us know if you still want to redeem the 1N stay batam for you and your hubbi we gave you for yr bday cum xmas present last year.. it was really sad since we cant go on Birthday... cuz S has exams and class... its still redeemable if you want it..

Xi Yue No Come

2009-05-11T22:47:00.003+08:00

Met up with Serene and Ah Seng at T3 to try out the P-Kit. Before that we treated ourselves to pop-eye... The one i missed during my wedding.. damn! i know why they finished everything and not leaving me a single bit of bone.. its awesome! still got smoke coming out from the chicken lor... So... S sponsored me the P-Kit and gave me 2 hand-made door knob (deft not done by her fat fingers) but i really appreciate it. it wrote: Xi Yue and the other one was: DND! Making Love in progress... AwwWWw.. she got one of her frd to custom made for me.. so awwwwwish again... So we chatted abt symptom's of pregnancy, and my pee pee urge is back... So she accompanied me to the handicap toilet at T3.. and taught me how to use them.. Wahahha. She deft sound experience. I told her i wanna poo too.. so she left me alone with the P-Kit ... I tested... and the results was negative... I told her how cum my 1 stripe is different from the pic? issit half pregnant? She fucked me and say cuz i holding the wrg side! WAHAHAHHAHA! so conclusion:- I'm not expecting! WAHAHAHAHA

The moment i felt relief but also disappointed... I wanted Xi Yue very much, but not at this moment, esp when i just got a pay cut. So Xi Yue, Don't come so early hor...

It's so hard to find a smoking corner at T3 so we walked all the way out from the car park and onto the nearby fly over... WAAHHAHA... toot we! Managed to see astray bin outside macdees.. but was too lazy to even walk there... Chatted and bidded apart. BTW, we saw a msian car kena wheel clamp and having multiple summons on it. LOL.. so we are not the only KPO ones.. cuz on the way out, we saw a couple of KPOS starring at the windscreen too...

CL, u can slowly save up for the GUCCI diaper bag while Serene can also save up for the burberry's kid outfit.. what a MONDAY!

Spotting

2009-05-11T11:51:00.004+08:00

I was having some spotting 2 weeks ago for a 1 day (its only 3 drips), last week again, another 3 drips for a day... i thought my period was irregular again. So i went to check with some mummy friends and they told me i could be pregnant! omfg! yes i wanna a baby... but not this year!!! Anyway S will be with me to try the test kit tonite.. :(

Happy Birthday Hubbi

2009-05-09T14:15:00.001+08:00

Sorrie dear... due to my reckless emo recently, i didnt have time to plan a birthday surprise for you... >_< Forgive me ~

new Job on a look out

2009-05-09T12:24:00.003+08:00

My life begins at 30.

I'm really thinking of switching line or doing something i really want. A friend wanna intro me to work in the kitchen. Long working hours, no weekends, no public holidays don't dampen me in spirit. What i woes most are accumulating debts, no quality time with family etc... Working in the kitchen has always been a dream for me... Can work and interest really play a part? again, it's decision making and and i'm so indecisive.

I love my job and hate my work... It's going to be half a decade with them in Sept. I truly learn a lot but aint going anywhere. With that working environment, i prolly go mad soon. And i know dear is completely stress out mentally. Sometimes i wish i give up everything and go into hiding like a hermit.

I don't wish to complain and hoping that i be rich 1 day... i need a path for myself and future... Dad, please give me strength. I do not wish to meet u up in heaven 1 day not having any recognition. It's a tough decision. Please guide me along... I beg i sincerely beg...

eat dead cat

2009-05-07T16:52:00.002+08:00

I'm mentally prepared to eat dead cat in bedok but not as fast as i thought. I've eaten a 7 course dinner.. just finished dessert. I seriously don't understand WHY? I've never been bossy, I work hand in hand with my guys.. i don't put up status, or maybe i don't even have status at all... LOL!!! I don't mind doing work under the hot sun just to boast Morales for my guys... but yet some idiot can come all the way from jurong.. sit down hv coffee... and mee rebus.. loft ard and start using his EYE POWER to watch me an hr under the hot sun.. EYE POWER!!!! den went back to canteen and have lunch again.. and den he go home! LOL.. i mean.. cum down for food or work? i seriously detest pple who talk and can't work... :(

hubbi and me

2009-05-07T11:09:00.003+08:00

我有老公"疼疼"

Well... my relationship with my family has always been unstable and it got worst after my wedding. Each time my mum gets angry with my brother, she will vent it out on me. Dear always ask me not to give any comment and just ignore. So as days go by... i don't really talk to them. But my sister seemingly try to spice out my r/s with my mum... but i don't really care... they belongs to 1 family and i don't... I'm an old age orphan now. Sometimes i really wonder if dad didnt pass on... what will our life be? If bro could be more serious and mature prolly i can be like S .. So Yang Orh to her mum and dad. I really wish...

I'm very glad to have few friends who standby me, sounding me out each time i feel depress, and my very supportive husband. Though we are not leading very luxurious life, but fufilling life. He may not be perfect in most eyes, but he yang orh me so much.. so much that when i'm sad over work and my family.. i want to run to give and ask him to hug me till my tears dries up.

My digusting sister tried to pick a damn bo liao fight with me just now.

My mum happened to call and i ans it. So i passed the fone to my sister. i'm not sure if she is senstive or what.. she said i slam the fone which i didnt loh.

Mum: Ask yr sis ans
Me: orh. Wait. (hold the phone to her extension)
Sis: can u don't slam? not happy don't do loh (i didnt slam at all.. really)
Me: Siao! i didnt loh
Sis: aiyah. u not happy don't do loh...
Me: well.. say what u like.. heng i got hubbi to sayang everyday.
Sis: yayaya... (she mumbled to my mum what i said)

I mean.. we are both 30s and married, but why is she so childish? I feel so STUPID talking to her. I looked at my kollic... i say pls.. look at it yourself. But well it doesn't really matter.. cuz u always side her.. which i don't give a damn.. anyway it's not abt siding whosoever... its abt being rational... I hope i am doing it right.

And yes darling.. i 'm not joking with u! I had a recent Pay Cut of 1K... i spent 90% of it on my debts.. and i've left with 10% for my ciggies, and food. :~ the world is unjustice.. my sis gets more pay.. her car, her house, her bills, her credit cards are all paid by coy.. but not me!!! >_< .. well.. i don't mind really.. but how can they cut my salary without telling me? why why why? I foresee myself eating porridge for the nx few months and prolly.. i can slim down!! save on mary chia! :~~~~~~~~~ i 'm just feeling emotional vex... and why we went bag whoring yesterday? i was so disturbed with all the debts i'm paying and i can't even pamper myself.. as i said once.. we shd do these often :)

My Mid Week

2009-05-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

It's finally Wed and i get to meet my ladies on different agendas...

I picked lyn up from jurong to meet S cuz she went for waxing! Her baibai is light now! LOL... We actually stood and waited for 45 mins and we were discussing if she had a male therapist... why issit so long? LOL! or prolly she was bushy still... :P decided to do some cam whoring with Lyn while waiting for S.

God damn! We have aged! LOL! the photo shows vast maturity! AWwwWw...

Anyway she took an hour to finish her wax. gawd! thats very long! u called for extra? LOL...

She walked over to lido and grab our bites. Both of them had subway and i ordered long john plus.... nachos from pasta mania. LOL.. and i was sooo full to my boobs! i only have 3 slices of bread for the whole day. :( i missed breakfast and was lazy to go lunching. and no kahkis... my kahkis in office are my pdi guys... awwwww

After rotting at lido we finally shift our butt to DFS for some bag whoring. S prefers LV, while i took my time at Gucci and Lyn loves Coach. I always love going to coach becuz its always so SPRING.. So Me!!! :P Okay.. L says he will buy me the pink tote from Gucci when he's comm comes in.. but dear.. we cant spend as much as we like now.. Btw.. i just got a pay cut of 1K last month... so mst ong-ish me with love okay? Our love didnt start material anyway... Yes those were the days where i can splash a few Ks getting L lens .. now no more... :~ Trying out the bags and flaunting in front of the mirror makes me feel so gd... window shopping is the best retail therapy u can get.

Our last station at DFS was at burberrys , the kids section.. omg! Luxurious clothes for Xi Yue. I've just picked my fav... and S says she will buy for me... cuz she will never have a chance to buy for herself... LOL. and i can pass it down to lyn's kids when mine grow.. man.. we are fantasising already... It's really gd to have that few grp of frds on the same league. same channel, same frequency and same bimbo-ness.

I allow Lyn get home early. she was tired i could see... Baby, please don't get upset by your ignorant weird friends... Hv faith in yrself okay? :) Love is blind... and i agree! I seriously can't get more of u.. we shall do this often! Flaunting in the boutiques. WAHAHAHHA...

So she dropped S and me @ the beer garden and we met up with Niang!!!HUg HuG niang on the spot.. We so missed her and want to ong lah her even more... She looks better today.. but i know she still can't get over .. we give you time but not too long! :) Dieh came along and finished up our leftovers.. its forever him :)

Nice Mid Week Nite out wif my besties... I love you all!

hoohoo... palm resort!

2009-05-06T08:16:00.002+08:00

L's kollic is organising a family day at palm resort on the 30th May for a 2 days 1 night getaway. We will be forming groups of flight for golf and shd be teeing off at 8am. Those who doesnt play golf will be doing their own sports like swimming, pool, tennis etc... I recall palm resort actually have their own in house paintball range. Maybe we shd be doing that in the noon too.. awwww... It doesn't consist of the whole coy, but just their group and some closer friends... and I've jioed Serene for the getaway too.. anyway she knows most of my coy friends too.. :P

I actually got Lyn and kiwi to bunk in for the dogs.. but i suppose kiwi is not in town, so i happen to ask Jo and jeff and they are fine with it.. they will drop by at 8 pm and feed them, clear dog poos etc.. a bit of bonding time... i be home by 3pm the very next day, i hope my dogs can wait for me... WAHAHHAHAHA..

oooOh.. here i come again...

I hope to try Allamanda course... and its very challenging! they have 11 water hazard holes... Melati has losta bunkers.. and most of them are very very deep! LOL

WhoOOoOO!

Letter Of Demand

2009-05-05T22:27:00.004+08:00

Biggest Joke Of The Week, beside fantasizing kiwi in nurse uniform. LOL

I received a letter of demand today and was acting on behalf of a international bank. It said:

Dear Sir / Mdm,

Arrears Of Minimum Payment
Master Preferred Account: XXXXXXXXXXX

We act for XXX Bank.

TAKE NOTICE that your minimum payment sum of $50.00 is due as follows

MASTER PREFERRED A/C : Outstanding Sum ($80.00) , Min. Payment Due ($50.00)

TAKE FURTHER NOTICE that unless the said sum of S$50.00 is paid to our clients directly by 6th May 2009, all the above credit facility shall be terminated and our clients shall commence legal proceedings against you for a total sum of $80.00 without further reference.

You are hereby advised to contact our client at Tel No. XXXXXXXX immediately regarding settlement of your above account.

Yours faithfully

XXXXXX

cc. clients

It's my virgin lawyer letter since my 30 years of human age... and i can't believe they actually issued lawyer's letter. omg! and the solicitor actually proceed for them? Sorrie... I didnt pay becuz i couldnt find AXS that is not affiliated with DBS/POSB. :( anyway they snowballed the interest of 30 bucks. LOL

Anyway, I paid the full amount today VIA AXS! so stop calling me everyday at 8am! i'm tired.. and before that, i cfm cancelling my C/C. Fishball U! arrrggg!!!

a surprise

2009-05-04T22:06:00.002+08:00

got home pretty late on sat, n realised something hanging inside my recess area. i thot was so prank by kids n got L to remove it. he smell, n open up... it was :

herbal roasted duck all the way from JB... awwww... from dearest Lyn and Kiwi... despite our full dinner, i decided not to give the duck to waste.. we ate 'em all!
Verdict:

Very gd! LOL!!!
Thanks for the surprise! Its truely 1! :)

娘﹐ 給兒的嫁妝

2009-05-04T21:53:00.008+08:00

娘﹐ 給女兒的嫁妝

每一次看見你哭泣時﹐ 我都好想抱緊你。
我多麼希望我能和你分擔這一切。
只因為我不是你﹐ 我沒法和你流淚。
但我希望你能快快找回自己。
要加油!!!

我們會一路陪著你。因為我們是一家人。

最後﹐ 祝你母親節快樂

gals best friend

2009-05-04T21:13:00.002+08:00

Everyone should own at least a Tiffany & Co and LV! Right? Yes! Deft!
Working towards earning my best friend soon..

Working towards Galliera and TC!

I don't have a rich husband to pamper me.. sooooo .. i 've to work very hard. LOL

S, u will go shopping with me hor?

Credit Card Woes

2009-05-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

The U.S credit card coy is getting up my nerve. First, they did not mail me any statements, which i repeatedly called and asked them to mail me the statement.. However excuse given by them: prolly i overlook my statement, thus in order for them to mail me statement, i've to pay my bills...
#1. Each time i call, each time different answer was given
#2. Why i did not pay? Cuz it's just a farking small amt of $30 bucks.. and Thats the total i owe them.. ITS NOT MIN PAYMENT!
#3. Why i choose not to pay? Farking AXS machines hv mostly been affiliated with POSB / DBS which i do not have! i'm a UOB user.
#4. Why is it so difficult to mail me the statement?
#5. Why your CSO has to call at 8am sharp every morning? aint u guys happier that it got snowballed?
I seriously think is CRAP!

MIL impromptu Visit

2009-05-04T10:16:00.002+08:00

My Parent in law decided to spring a impromtu visit to my yishun house yesterday. Heng i did hse work the day before and need not reject them at the door. But lorbert has to pay a visit to his customer thus i entertained them alone wif my friends. WAHAHAHHAHA. of cuz my MIL felt uncomfortable and FIL was busy chatting with KIWI. :P Lyn was so proud of him because he can click wif anyone, anyplace and anytime. :P
MIL bought me 多子佛 for our family planning.. it's not the obiang colourful kind.. its all pure white.. awwww. love it so much and appreciate it. And yesterday i boiled a big pot of crysantheman tea for ourselves and i gave her some too.. she mst be very very happy that i'm a dutied wife cuz i ong la her son :P

NATOS

2009-05-02T14:45:00.001+08:00

It's a farking sat with a group of NATOs from various depts.
I was the only one checking the stocks under the hot sun... I just can't help but post!
FucK! Sibei Eye Power. I seriously don't understand why? Just because they bootlicks? damn!

Happy Thursday

2009-05-01T11:06:00.003+08:00

Went for my virgin Brazilian waxing with lyn today. I was sooo sexcited abt the whole meet up.. Anyway we had dessert at big O while waiting for our appointment cuz we were 1 hr earlier... gosh.. I was showed to the therapy room with 2 round frosted window by the side.. (dunno whats tt) ... Renae my therapist got me some wipes to clean up my V and i made myself comfy on the bed... and she started chatting with me abt waxing etc.. she then applied the white chocolate wax on me... and started stripping.. so i told her so tts the pain? its fucking bearable... whoo whoo.. so i let her continued and i started playing golf on my viewty.. wahahhahaha... she even asked if i wanna open my buddy window which was the frosted glass... i said it alright.. LOL.. but i can't wait to do that if Serene, Lyn and me were to do waxing ^_^ we will be shouting across the rooms... WAHAHHAHAHA :P
After having a fun time with my V, i went over to brau haus and had my lip threaded.. it was so fast. less than 2 mins job for 6 bucks... LOL.. i felt so light after the hair has been removed. LOL.
We made our way over to taka to get some royce chocolates which i ve been craving for... the counter gal doesnt looks please with the "crowds" omfg.. check out their fucking face too.. LOL... anyway thats our shallow LOCAL service.. in a top notch supermkt.. booOOoO!!!!
We walked over to Centerpoint and finally had something decent! Macdees! Alrighty.. we are all on budget... shes saving up for wedding and hse, and im saving up for my debts piling. LOL.. Dinner was gd and finally Serene turned up. it's their virgin meet up and i'm glad they both love each other... though Lyn is more demure.. WHAHHAHA. while we were abit hardcore with all the swearing.. which was a bit shock for Lyn. but she blend into it.. and her swearing was so gentle which doesn't prove much of an excitement . LOL...
Kiwi was so nice to pick us up from centerpoint and all the way back to yishun while waiting for our hubbies (both Lorbert and Philip) .. we are all geared up for JB supper!!
Mine! the jam was sooo SUPER LONG and we waited like 1.5 hrs just to clear Singapore's custom. But we had a gd time in the car.. SONG guessing.. and singing 12 lotus all the way... WAHHAHAHAHAHHA...
We had a total of 71 sticks of LOK LOK! for more than 10 cans of drinks for a total of 50 SGD!!!! That was the shock part.. the boss asked if we could finish it.. i told him no worries. we are having dinner, supper and breakfast!!! =) i saw the cash gleaming face on him. LOL... i guess its not abt the food, its the company!

Oh yes.. why would someone drive into msia having 2/3 tank full.. not doing any refilling? LOL!

Bedok here i cum

2009-04-30T14:21:00.002+08:00

Yes! We are shifting to bedok by first of june. I know my boss hates the idea but we are left with no choice. No! We are cornered with no choice in the first place. I'm happy becuz i will be few cms away from L, and i won't get into heaty agruments with my kollics here.

But again, the work load is going to be triple time more and its even harder to take MC and leave.. but i will be training ah leow up to help me along.. he is the best pdi officer around now. LOL.

omg! there are so much things to do and look forward. the broadband at bedok sucks, i will be subscribing from starhub on the broadband mobile, renting copier from adel, packing my files.. and doing up my workstation too... i'm so looking forward! it's like a rebirth! LOL

work load x 3

2009-04-29T14:48:00.001+08:00

my workload will be increase by 3 times and i'm not sure if i'm competent enuff to handle all of them... but ng says he will standby me and assist me. damn.. im so worried ..

cravings

2009-04-29T04:21:00.002+08:00

I habent been eating good lately. and i've strong cravings for cakes!!!! jut give me any cakes.. damn! And i would love to have buffet over the weekends too.. i'm desperate for good food. I can't get any taste down my throat as i'm suffering from bad flu and every damn thing that comes is tasteless. I ordered Kway Teow dry with fishball.. told her i want it "white" (most of my frds find it weird to order white. but i've been eating since i was a kid) so the vendor looked at me... hmm. u want some mushroom sauce? no no. just give me white... LOL even my MIL look at me weird too... :P I love curry but the actual fact don't put sauces in my noodles.. i love it plain.. i love the "kee" smell from the noodles.. YUMMY!

any1 wanna join me for buffet? i 'm spoilt with choices! i want to have korean, i want to have kuinshino, and i even i want to have triple 3... plssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.. im so superb fucking hungry while doing my blog entry!

i want to take my rest at the dessert section. and gobble up all the sweets...

Natural Cures for Phlegm

2009-04-28T11:03:00.002+08:00

Eucalyptus oil in boiling water is far and away the most common natural remedy for chest congestion and an overabundance of phlegm. 2-3 drops of Eucalyptus oil in a pot of boiling water should do the trick. Many people put a towel on their heads, take the water off the stove, and hold themselves over the water to breathe in the resulting steam.

Empower Me

2009-04-27T10:38:00.002+08:00

朋友不要伤心，有事请告诉我，不要把它藏在心里。
也许我不能帮助你，但我可以一直为你祈祷。
也许我不能帮助你，但我可以一直在你身旁，聆听你的心声。
也许我不能帮助你，但我可以陪你一起，走出那些日子。
不为什么，只为你能随时感受到一份温暖，心不在孤寂的夜晚，默默流泪。
朋友不要伤心，不要一个人伤心。也许你是为了关心、爱你的人不随你一起伤心才如此，但是你的一举一动怎能逃过我眼。在你流泪伤心时，我也是，只有你真正快乐了，我才会安心。
朋友不要伤心，在我能帮助你时，我会尽我所能，不计任何得失帮助你。
所以亲爱的朋友有什么事请告诉我。
朋友不要伤心，在你的路上。虽然大多数人只关注你的成功，但我不会，我只会关注你累否？
朋友不要伤心，未来的路有很长。要知道“没有翻不过的山，没有过不去的坎”

朋友不要伤心…

Breakie

2009-04-26T11:08:00.002+08:00

Breakfast on toast with sausages

Been craving for american breakfast for a long time.. and since we are on budget mode, i decided to do it myself... And did it on my virgin grill... awwww.. breakfast was done easy, 5 mins, simple and nice... worst thing in life.. not having breakfast with your love ones... Dear!!! i took pics liao.. ltr upload hor :P

Awesome Sat

2009-04-26T10:02:00.002+08:00

I left office early to hitch a ride from one of my technician as they heading over to JP for lunch. Had luncheon with them and off with my shopping trip.. JP is too big for me to complete, thus i stayed at the older building and bought a pair of shoes at a closing down sale.. It's blue... and its my very first pair of blue shoes... awwww...
I did some window shopping and ended at coffee bean for cold ice tea and tiramisu. WAHAHHHAA... i thot i swear never to have tiramisu other than mine? It's deft not my expectation.. i could tell the tiramisu is not fresh, prolly already 2 days old.. the cream was sooo hard :( S called me to see if i could meet her at Green Fairways off yuan ching. dearie.. i was jus a few KM away from you.. wahahhaha... Waited for L and swang by yuan ching to meet S. Bought them each a Ice blended chocolate... The weather was a killer too yd.. S had her swing corrected by handsome Allen. I met ALLEN too... he is very encouraging and S perfected her swing finally.. So are we going for our intermediate with ALLEN? he coaches at OCC too.. thats like 5 mins drive from my hse. WAHHAHA. $370, nearly same price as James.
After a 15 mins talk cock session, i rushed home to pack my unglamourous house again. Lyn and Kiwi swinging by to catch my wedding video as well as rot ard... I even played 3 episodes of JO Culinary DVDs for them.. cooking was never difficult in the first place. Put your heart and soul. :)
They left at abt 11, and i took a cold shower and slept.. woke up having fever and sore throat. I prolly be a gd gal and stay home today. :)

Baby Megan Tay

2009-04-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

eeeee. guess what i found? I found my baby replica! So LOOK DAMN ALIKE... ahhaha.. awww. So Cute hor? Baby Megan! HAHAHA.. anyway bad newsssss... My damn period is here... I straight away smsed S - Hey, XiYue is here... And her replied was: What? Sian Lah! Fuck Sia! HAHAHAH :P
Anyway i finally met up with her at the range.. and i so missed her.. i didnt really whack, cuz the weather was so farking hot and humid.. I miss her so much that we end up having supper opposite jadespring :P Saw Auntie Gi and Family too.. AwWWw.. So Tuan Yuan today

perfect eyesight

2009-04-23T13:31:00.002+08:00

I always have perfect eyesight and never felt how issit like to hv contact lens. I was feeling vain recently and got myself 4 pairs of contact lens: Blue, Purple, Ash and Brown. awwwww.. And L paid for them... Gosh.
Being a virgin on contact lens, he seems to be very impatience wif me.. but dont forget, ive sunken eyes and its much smaller than your bajiku eyes. hahaha.. and i was struggling so hard this morning, that he helped me to put on my contact lens. psst. don't tell any1.

So i vain vain go orpit right? prolly i was too tired. the lens came out and i grabbed wif my fat fingers.. rinse it with the eye lotion, and without any mirror and difficulty, i managed to place it back again... awww. im so clever! HAHAHAHAH.. i shall do without the mirror nx time :D

Happy Meals

2009-04-21T10:54:00.002+08:00

Happy Meals!

I had a happy breakfast this morning. I went over to Vicom LTA this morning to purchase some stuffs for a out-going delivery for thurs, and headed over to Bt Panjang for my Fav. Fish bee hoon. oMG! the lady was delighted to see me and she could rememebr my order too.. gawd!!! I used to it fish bee hoon everyday when i was staying at HPC :P L looked at my contented face machiam i was having multiple-orgasam. LOL

I did chicken stew last night but i forgot to bring it along for lunch. So L went over to Choo Jiang and bought BBQ char siew rice for me.. Another Happy Lunch! And i'm meeting friends for Potluck tonite at NSRCC chalet for happy dinner! So in short, I got a HAPPY MEALS!

Cheers.

Buddha In The Making

2009-04-21T07:48:00.004+08:00

Just got my Chinnara, aka Thai Buddha Statue, from an experienced Thai Buddhist, recommended by a colleague Richard last week. Been feeling very down and disappointed since the last one left me :( Religion has been very important to me since childhood and never thought I would be very upset and pissed when I was forced to give up the last one :(

I told myself no more of such nonsense and I'm going to get my own and do it nicely once and for all. The consolations are that the last one didn't really got prepped up properly and the new one is going to be done up properly with the blessings of an experience Ajahn and temple surrounded by many statues which has been around for decades and even century old.

I can't wait for it to arrive my house and get it placed on my altar table. Can't get over the idea that I'm praying to a miniature version and kind of makes me laugh and sulk every morning and evening when I pray to it.

Glad this part is well taken care of. But still a day this is not up the altar, each day I will feel sad about it.

I know this has been a tough few weeks for dear, especially the Chinnara incident. She knows the Buddha means alot to me and it's my spiritual consolation and guidance each and every day. And I got news that it will be ready any time before Vesak Day which is a happy news to me.

I hope with this well-prepped Buddha, our lives will be alot at ease and better as time goes by :)

L

We are drifting

2009-04-20T13:53:00.002+08:00

I finally got back my Wedding Video from Patrick... As i preview it for the first time... if felt as if the wedding ended just last week. Cuz we are still soo deeply in love... hahaha...
I saw the smile on my mum's face, i saw the joy of everyone at my wedding, but somehow i feel, really drifting apart from them.

In my speech to my mum: ever since the demise of my god grandpa, she said she felt as if she has lost a limb. Unable to complete many task under his guidance. I told her... I will gather my Sis and bro together with Me and Lorbert to be her limb and look forward in new future. But i wasn't given any chance to fufil. I'm drifting apart from them, i've never spoken to them, nor i ever have a chance to speak to her.

Seriously, i do deprive going out with them for dinner... so... can someone give me the courage to do so? I'm tired you know?

Trotters Cramp

2009-04-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

I've been having bad leg cramps recently, prolly i've been drinking too much ice water. The weather is terrible, and dehyrating me everyday :(
I had a bad cramp on wee sat morning. Wake dear up to help me ease the pain. It's the worst cramp i ever encountered. He put me on relax mode.. but the cramp kept coming back in every 2 secs.. ouch.. and i can't control the cramp at all... I panic and cried thru-out the "contraction of the cramp" .. damn god! so... he advised me to drink more 100 plus to replenish the sodium in me.
Once i had multi-cramp on a morning whereby dear had left for work. I tried to clam myself down and put my foot flat on the floor. but the cramp just kept coming back.. i burst into tears while calming the pain.. damn! i broke out in cold sweat.. siGh! i cannot imagine more to come...

Maternal Me

2009-04-18T10:04:00.005+08:00

Maternal Me in preparation

CL has been figuring whats the secret abt? No dear, i'm not pregnant. I do have friends who kinda suspect i am pregnant. Never.. My ovaries sucks anyway. Somehow, after seeing Dr Ann Tan abt hormones issues, my monthly period is back on track. No more thickening, no more blood clots and the cycles last for 6 days only. OMFG! Remember few months back it was like flowing non stop for 3 solid months, if not they don't visit me for half a year. After curbing my gorging-self, i start feeling healthy. And my acne has gone for long. I started feeling pink of health already. Am i getting started?

I still smoke, but not as much. I still drink but not as much. But i'm still stress at work. I do not want to get moody during my pregnancy, i'm still trying to curb my mood, hold my temperament, but still i get into anxiety panic often. oh, pls help me. I want a happy baby like her name 喜悦。

I'm preparing my body to allow pregnancy to sprout only next year. I will be more or less settled with my stupid damn legal creditors. whaahhahaa... I want to have a tiger baby. CL says tigers and horses are gd friends. L is a tiger, i'm a horse and 喜悦 will be a tiger too.. omfg.. i'm thinking so far again. hahahaha. tmr is my strongest ovulation, but i'm don't wanna get laid. I'm keeping it for 1st of May. Darling L, i'm still keeping you in suspense. AwWwww... The feeling sucks right?? Endure baby, endure!!!!

How much knowledge do i know abt being a new parent? Sorry. I used to be very skeptical abt having kids. Like most of my frds, no kids! they are terrors. I'm so afraid of the responsibilities, i'm so afraid what if they fight at school, what if they fall sick? Fingers will be pointing at you saying you are not a responsible mother. But i would like to try for the sake of nurturing them into a person i always wanted. I do not hv high hopes they be all-rounders, but competent in their given tasks is enuff.

Looking back at myself when i was a teenage, i felt disgusted abt it. But hey, i've been there, i've tried it and there's no turning back. I played truant, i copied during exams, i smoke, i drink, i get rowdy when i feel disturbed. But i'm glad i been through it. U know what? sometimes i hope it never happen, but all these are walks of life. Be glad you been through. I don't want want to be like a hermit, hiding away from the past and be a nutshell. :)

Few days back, i saw hubby going thru motherhood forums... omg! he is more prepared than me. He shd be. I know he always love children. And my dogs, i will not give away any of them. If yes, prolly going to be bling bling. My mamashop is complaining abt whining. LOL. I told her she is still a puppy. Not used being alone... aWwww...

2nd rekindle of the month

2009-04-17T08:17:00.002+08:00

2nd rekindle of the month.

Met up with 2 old friends this month, both are over 8 years of friendship.

The Meetup with K was a wrong step i guess. The feeling was hazardous and can be painful at times. I'm upset with all his doings as a friend, causing hurt to those ard him, to those who love him. I hope he soon wake up and find love are all ard him.

"hey, did u make a reservation for 2 at Yishun Lodge?" It was my first time speaking to Lyn on the phone after so many years... She didnt change at all.. Her voice, still so alluring.. omfg! gives me multiple orgasm! hahaha. They were killing their time at Seletar while waiting for me to pack my unglamourous home. :P Thank God i made it in time. ha!

The embrace flashes our decade of memories. oh man.. i miss her face tits... why face tits? she is so tall that i only managed to kiss her tits. LOL.

I welcome them to my 4 dogs, shared their stories.. and lastly, FOOD! Chef E's risotto was compared to White Dog Cafe. Without fail, Chef E won her stars over both Risotto and chicken stew. Chicken stew would be better if it was stewed 6 hours before hand.. with all the fats oozing out from the chicken... oh man! thats so sinful...

We had our gals chat in the kitchen while the guys had their own world. Beside S, Lyn is the 2nd person i can share my innermost. awwww... I can't wait to introduce S to Lyn and vice versa. We hate FAKEOS!

Me too, got CL to swing by to pick up her risotto and surprised them with chicken stew.. glad they like it. I left a sticky note inside: Dear Hardcore Fan, Enjoy your dinner. Love Chef E. R corrected me... it's Hardcore Fans. awwww

Thanks for loving me and my culinary! I will continue to torture all with more kilos to come by.. thanks for rating and eating. love u!

a date with eileen

2009-04-15T13:44:00.004+08:00

Yes, we will be meeting on the last day of April. Just the 2 of us, but before that, we will be heading down to a discreet place to shock both our man! LOL.. to be kept in suspense.

I've specially chosen Wild Rocket for our Virgin Meetup after so many years... It's cozy and we can head over to Wild Oats for some booze after dinner.. sooo Awww..

Sooo Aww again.. i nearly held my wedding there. wAHHAHahaha.... but they cudnt take in the expected guests. its going to be a beautiful night sharing our pasts and our future... C u Eileen :)

The First Of May

When I was small, and christmas trees were tall,
We used to love while others used to play.
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by,
Some one else moved in from far away.

(chorus)
Now we are tall, and christmas trees are small,
And you dont ask the time of day.
But you and i, our love will never die,
But guess well cry come first of may.

The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And I recall the moment of them all,
The day I kissed your cheek and you were mine.

(chorus...)

When I was small, and christmas trees were tall,
Do do do do do do do do do...
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by,
Some one else moved in from far away.

p/s: i hope they play: First Of May on that beautiful night!

Those Were The Days

2009-04-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

I'm meeting Eileen In MAY. We have known each other for 10 years but we hv been busy with our lives. Memories just flash back how i got to know her. It was a forum outing with the BLIND 8. Our virgin meet was at Post Bar, Fullerton. We hitched immediately even before ice breaking. She's just like me, very extrovert and outspoken too...
Once she didnt catch me in ICQ, cuz i was down with fever, and she popped outside my hse with a bouquet of flowers. Damn! We cried and hugged... She too missed my lasagna. But i'm going to stop doing it for a moment and i don't mind whipping up my best for her...
We used to hv midnite phone chats for hours, we used to get drunk and cry in each other's hug, we used to pour out our woes together. For a moment, she wanted to write a book on me... Wahahahha... I seriously hope she do it soon.. my memories are failing me.... And yes... we going to meet up soon.. and with some other closer friends like Kieren from blind 8. He recently got engaged too..

My frd, it's going to be a decade soon, you hv made my life round. Thanks for being with me. :)

Once upon a time there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two
Remember how we laughed away the hours
And dreamed of all the great things we would do

Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

Then the busy years went rushing by us
We lost our starry notions on the way
If by chance I'd see you in the tavern
We'd smile at one another and we'd say

Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

Just tonight I stood before the tavern
Nothing seemed the way it used to be
In the glass I saw a strange reflection
Was that lonely woman really me

Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

Through the door there came familiar laughter
I saw your face and heard you call my name
Oh my friend we're older but no wiser
For in our hearts the dreams are still the same

Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days

2009-04-13T10:26:00.000+08:00

请不要告诉我分手后，你要和我做朋友。

如果我能回到从前，我会选择，不认识你

分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过

不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过

所以，两个人只能成为，最熟悉的陌生人

Coming together is a beginning, staying together is progress,

2009-04-13T00:07:00.002+08:00

Coming together is a beginning, staying together is progress, and working together is success."

I met up with my tarot reader i knew for the past 10 years. I've been consulting her since then. She is like my guiding angel and i seriously need losta guidance from her.

I asked abt my work, my family and my life. she showed me a 7 sets of cards that consist of more than 5 CUPS cards. I was surprised. She said our relationship has grew very strong recently huh... and even popping up maternal instinct. HAHAHA! Yes, i'm trying for 1 and wish me luck Okay? :)

I'm going to be happy and tell myself it's a gd day and a better tmr...

And i wanna thank my dear for standing with me thru the bad and gd. I recently went thru a rough ordeal and i hope its ending very soon. I never know how my life will be like if i've not met him.

I asked abt K being a friend. She said forget abt this frd, as he has ulterior motive. He is prolly getting back at me for hurting him so badly 8 yrs ago. I've done a duty as a frd and i deft will not be seeing him anymore. It does hurt when 1 betray the trust i've in him. S, A and R, don't worry, i'm rational in all my doings. :) And lets look forward for a better tmr okay?

S:- I'm worried for u. Trust in yrself. And i be there for u when u need me okay?
A:- U r the most worrying frd right now. Be strong physically and emotionally okay?
R:- Pls Eat MORE! :)
J:- I know u guys are busy but pls take gd care of yrself okay? We shall meet up soon.. and pls work harder too... nx time can chat abt dogs and babies
C:- I hope the course will enhance yr marriage life... i promise to whip risotto soon
准备好没有时间不再回头

想要飞不必任何理由

不管世界尽头多寂寞

你的身边一定有我

我们说过不管天高地厚

想飞到那最高最远最洒脱

想拥抱在最美丽的那一刻

想看见陪我到最后谁是朋友

你是我最期待的那一个

Let us look forward to a better tmr :)

Economy Bad Arggggg

2009-04-12T12:12:00.002+08:00

Recessions, tighten pockets etc... It's what i hear everyday. Recently i met up with an old friend and was chatting abt his new family. He nearly divorce his newly wed! Den i came to know she is a taiwanese and just turned PR. And she is actually an MBA grad but havin a hard time looking for job in Singapore. So my friend is the only sole breeder in the family while his wife slp till noon, watch tv and did nothing. They have a family maid at home, so chores are not in her daily agenda. So after a tired week, he hopes his wife plans something on weeknds.. but to her... she prefer staying in the house and continue her DVDs...
Seriously both me and L working, but i still find MONEY not enuff... what more if im going to hv kids.. omg.. i cant think any further... Some pple really prefer to "LOFT" ard at home? I start to ponder... here we are so hard trying to make money and making sure our family is at ease, the pooches get their daily dose of kibbles.. but some pple i know just sit and wait for it to happen...
What has this world become?

Extra-Strength Phosphacore

2009-04-12T11:01:00.001+08:00

Extra-Strength Phosphacore

I think i gotta do something to my weight if i really wan to start family planning. but again if i loose wt and look gd i prolly will delay my family planning... wahahhaa...

I found a slimming medicine :- Extra-Strength Phosphacore. The result seems quite positive and was endorse by many artists from the states... Yes.. and i jus bought it online. wahahahahha..

Wish me LUCK!

Green Fairway No JOKE!

2009-04-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

It's sat and for once in a life time i m not working!
Boss set it as an Official Off day but eating it into our annual leave! Fark! I hate it!!!

Anyway Dear brought me to simpang Bedok to try the so-called wonderful bah chor mee with losta Lard. And awaiting time was a killer and finally the food came with wrg order too.. Heck care lah! Just eat! Nothing impressive except the fatty lard that was crunchy. I told dear i m eating lard tts it. LOL... Went to the showroom and visit the nicely built up pond by dear. awww... its so cosy and really so relaxing.

S and P dropped by and picked me up to the green. They were impressed with our Showroom and the VerY GD mee rebus. it's the best they eaten so far. we headed down to green fairways and waited for M (mike) my cousin. It's my first time playing with him and at green fairways too. Anyway P went on green with us that makes a flight of 4.

Hole 1 was quite okay though theres water hazard. But when we came to hole 2 it was a 5 PAR hole abt 400+++ m and INDEX 1. which is consider the toughest hole in the whole green. We were on foot for this 9 hole game and the green was very hilly. We went up / down slope a few times just to complete our 2nd hole. gawd damn! when we reached the hole 2 putter green, it was drizzling and we we decided to give up after we are done with the putting!

We went to the nearest exit which is near to our VIP range. James is there with his other 5 students. Ha! :) nice seeing him...

Anyway he went over to Sin ming for coaching and left us at the bay whacking balls. Dear joined us at 7pm for a few balls, and James called and said want to hv dinner with us. But S and P wants to go home soon, so just the 3 of us at the range. James imparted his Driver skills to dear . It was so nice of him coaching us again though we hv graduated from our basic.

We bought him dinner and booze...Den little from his conversation, i realised he jus ditched his spoilt gf today. No wonder he wans companion. LOL... awwww. how i wish niang is around to comfort dieh too. hahahaha! :)

Koreans MV

2009-04-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

Awwww.. So SAD!

This is even SADDER! So Poignant!

Met Up With K

2009-04-10T21:39:00.003+08:00

I finally met up with K @ urban pooch with Belle. Why belle and not my well behave Bourbon, becuz he likes MS :)
Anyway, the meetup was great and i also made Lasagna and Tiramisu for everyone. K says it still taste as gd compared 8 yrs ago. haha! i say i will only improve and will never loose my passion for culinary.
We did a lot of catching up and clear most of our misunderstandings too... We are both happily married with our spouse too.
I'm glad Dear understand me and trust me so much. I don't want to loose any trust in our relationship. Thanks Dear! :D Thanks for trusting and loving me everyday.

saw my ring? LOL! i wore it on purpose!

Bobby dearest

2009-04-08T12:23:00.004+08:00

It's April, and bobby going for his annual blood test. Trying to make appointment with Dr Heng fast too.. This boy has been coughing every morning, not sure if it's furball or what? L made it sound so serious like BB going to go anytime. He is the weakest among the 4. He has ehrlichiosis, he has heart murmur, he's heart is 1/2 size bigger than normal Maltese, he has 7 owners previously, he is soooo POOR THING!!! I'm missing him so MUCH Now!!!!

How far can i go?

2009-04-07T17:01:00.002+08:00

How far can i go? I'm so afraid my tolerance will exceed my endurance. I'm still praying very hard to go over to BEDOK soon. And i want to real SOON! I ready can't find peace and solace in Tuas Office, they are slowly stabbing me hard everyday.. slicing my heart through again and again. Now, she even forbid her son to call me Auntie. For a nephew i once LOVE is being manipulate to go against me.

Save me from HELL OFFICE!

Rekindle Old Friendship

2009-04-07T11:56:00.002+08:00

8 years ago, I left K alone in despair, ignoring all his calls, his visits, even the slightest SMS makes me hates him. We had a big argument that was never solved. He even took his life, hoping that i give him a 2nd glance, but i never did. and Soon, i met L and life changes too. 4 Years ago, he dropped me an email, and i ignored him again, because i do not know how to face him' Soon another 4 years past, i found him in FB, down side of FB huh. I took my courage and added him. He is married and working in the govt sector. I'm happily married with the man i love too. And 8 years later, we are meeting for the first time and as a friend too' I told L abt it, he was very OPEN and encourage me to go meet this old friend, vice versa, he told his wife and she is very supportive too. I seriously do not know what to expect after having to meet 8 years later. I'm glad L supports me and i do not wish to lose this friend too.

Thanks Hubby for trusting me so much.

LOVE TO BE LOVED BY YOU

2009-04-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

PC

2009-04-05T14:27:00.001+08:00

Finally got my PC!!!

April Fool @ Melati Course - Palm Resort

2009-04-04T00:14:00.003+08:00

A total of 3 flights consist of colleagues, associates and friends turn up at Palm Resort Melati Course. A was forced to go with a guru in the first flight, while me and L 1 flight and the 3 others were at the last flight. It's our virgin playing 18 holes beside play twice at 9 hole, mandai (LOL. 2 X 9 = 18).

Did a lot of bunkers and someone actually cracked a joke on HW instead of SW. if the bunkers too high, just use Hand Wedge instead of Sand Wedge! Well tts funny! Anyway learnt alot while following the course, cuz Mandai don't really hv the actual golf facility. Boo!

We finished in 4 hours which was pretty fast. Did i tell you we onced did a 9 hole on foot which took us 4 hrs to complete too? LOL!!!!

Looking forward to the next game.

p/s: do i look any tanner?

am i wrong?

2009-04-02T19:46:00.002+08:00

I think my family hates me, especially my mum and sis. i keep getting personal attacks, threats from them. I'm feeling depress because they cannot see the difference between work and home. I feel tired working with them, seriously everyone ask me to change a job, but i need that "salary" to pay all my debts... I'm a debt slave, i need abt 2 more years before i can free myself from all the insults and fingers. By den, i prolly had gone crazy!
Many times i feel like killing myself after a war with them, but again, there are so many things in considerations too... i'm going to leave behind my hubby, my dogs and frds who love me... I want to be rational, i want to talk to them, i want to know the root to all the problems. I also want to have my own small family, giving my kids the best love they ever wanted...
I don't wish to get 100 missed calls from them when i'm sleeping. I hope to go home for dinner at least once a week, but its forbidding me to do so. Last year i even consulted a shrink, but theres nothing i can do...
I picked up golfing hoping to enhance work relations wif the associates, but to them, they think i'm enjoying myself more than work. i seriously think its me prolly not a gd daughter. Eversince dad passed away 12 years ago, i've been trying to make everyone not to think abt my demised dad, trying every possible way to shoulder up all the burdens. But to my mum, she doesnt think so. i'm really tired... i dunno how far can i go...

Names ~

2009-03-30T10:01:00.007+08:00

Choosing names for your baby?

We've chose names for our babies, though not an egg lay, but we still look forward to our family of 8! LOL...

Last week, we visited our SIL at the hospital, it's her 2nd pregnancy, but baby wasnt looking too gd, he was in ICU for a whole week, and im glad he is coming out of the ICU tmr.
they have some ideas on the names for his son, but it was kinda dampen by us. LOL. First son call Zi Wen, so mst hv the Zi as middle name.

Richard aka L's brother name him Zi Jian, we said, self cheap! Wah. his face turn black. His mum chose Zi Chang, i said piles.. :P I think Zi Kang is nice, so he will be ambitious / studious and healthy always.

and i hope "zi kang" will call me ah mm soon... cuz the first one doesnt like to call me.. excuses given: very hard for him to pronounce... he never greeted me once before... he is 5. prolly too introvert due to his mum. i like happy and friendly kids.

I make sure my kids are friendly, street smart and not dull.... just like me... mst be very extrovert.

Happy Birthday Bobby!

2009-03-30T09:23:00.002+08:00

I made k9 pasta with cheese on thurs, and it was all licked up clean, with belle having a 2nd helping. (photos will be posted lata) And it's bobby 6 years old birthday. I hope to have more 6 years old birthday as years to come... He has been pretty gd these day, except marking out of his cage. LOL (heng i always lay with pee pad).

Had a small small gathering with some k9 frds at UP last sat too.. TOo bad, itchy was down with bad fever and flu, gotta give it a miss. The rest turn up, and all dogs have fun. Janet even got UP to do cheesecakes for bobby. Awwwww... Will feed them tonite. :P

Sometimes i wonder, if they ever know it's their birthday? Each birthday means +7... u know i hope the calender will stop then.

Our Very First time on GREEN

2009-03-29T20:58:00.005+08:00

Our very first green on our own!

Yesh! We finally tee off without supervision from dieh!! Though i played worst than my PC, but it was a fun game. The 4 of us were totally burnt from the scorching sun and nearly dehryated at the 9 hole, and gawd, it was only 9 hole. Obviously it doesn't come with buggy and we went soley on foot like what we did during our PC test. HA! and We finally get to mock at ourselves at hole 5, why? Cuz everyone took out their DRIVERs! LOL... Not counting the lousy putter, i was really on PAR. And at the 6th HOLE, i nearly went in HOLE IN 1. the ball actually knocked against the putter flag and bounced to the nearby drain. i've to rescued it with a half swing, did with my trusty 7 iron. Oh i actually scaled my golf bag down to: Driver 1, Driver 5, Rescue, PW, SW, Putter and Iron 7. LOL.... Prolly i will bring more this wed. I'm so looking forward to next week's agenda.

I will be joining colleagues for a 18 hole at palm resort, followed by sat, we will be going back to mandai after my work' Gals, can we meet at 4? LOL...

golf grad

2009-03-28T18:36:00.001+08:00

we finally graduated from our golf course... celebrated the night with our coach and dogs... hahahaha :P and also got josie to do some golf themed cupcakes!!!

palm golf

2009-03-28T12:20:00.001+08:00

I'm going palm golf nx week! hoohoo! my first 18th hole in msia! not as if ive done it in singapore! hahaha! anyway, one of our associate actually rented a bus in for 2 flights! consists of colleagues, associates and customers.. LOL.. looking damn forward so i can bring my itchy in nx time! 18th hole, here i cum!!!

在水一方 ~ Jiro Wang

2009-03-27T10:03:00.001+08:00

在水一方 - Jiro Wang

绿草苍苍,白雾茫茫,
有位佳人,在水一方.

绿草萋萋,白雾迷离,
有位佳人,靠水而居.

我愿逆流而上,
依偎在她身旁.
无奈前有险滩,
道路又远又长.

我愿顺流而下,
找寻她的方向.
却见依下佛,
她在水的中央.

我愿逆流而上,
与她轻言细语.
无奈前有险滩,
道路曲折无已.

我愿顺流而下,
找寻她的足迹.
却见仿佛依稀,
她在水中伫立.

绿草苍苍,白雾茫茫,
有位佳人,在水一方.

This is so CLASSIC! they call it the saliva song in KTV!!! 口水歌!! Jiro wang actually remixed it into rock musick! I'm so in love with it. By the way, its from X generation drama!!!

busy again

2009-03-26T14:01:00.002+08:00

Mon:-
spent half day at bedok new premise. and decided to jabo-ed early to pak golf with A. :P had booze again :( weather has been very bad. met up with dieh too.. kinda weird not seeing him at the range though we hv graduated. LOL .. he mst been finding us a pest!

Tues:-
Suppose to pass James Money for the green, and our cute pics for our PC card.. and going for games too. The nearly 150 big driving range at sin ming was full!!!.. did i tell u i dread going there? LOL.. we remembered our first virgin lesson :- We parked our car at the illegal corner, called james, but didnt record his number.. LOL... logged onto blackberry and googled his website. wahahhaa.. called him and made us wait for 30 mins as he has a class going on. Ok. we were 1/2 hr late anyway. anyway we end up having dinner together with S, R and J. LOL.

Wed:-
Dog training! As usual we are late again!

Thurs:-
Shd be stoning at home with the dogs!!!! :P Cuz it's Bobby's Birthday!!! :P

Fri:-
Driving range with our happy family! Dieh, Niang, Mei Mei, Steward!!! Wo Men Bi Ye Ler!!!

Sat:-
Bobby's Birthday Bash! :P small one de lah!

Sun:-
eh.. Teeing Off at 1030am. Hooray!

what kind of woman are you?

2009-03-21T22:32:00.001+08:00

Enrica took Which type of woman are you? quiz and the result is Lovely Lady.
You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

Perfect Saturday With the Gals

2009-03-21T22:11:00.005+08:00

Perfect Saturday with the gals!!!

A picked me up from Tuas all the way down to Bedok to pick S, den we headed down over to Turf City for lunch. We decided to give Adidas a miss as it was superb duper crowded. No Chance to see Taylormade bags. Ha! We had lunch at Hawaiian grill, food was great and cheap!!!! 3 meals plus drinks for 19.80! :P They billed us after serving. LOL. Prolly they had lousy experience :P

We proceeded to Green Fairways for games. A left us to pick up her new TM Burner. :P So leaving me and S to lump shio shio. Ordered beer and whacked a few balls before the horrible moment arrives. The lighting were scary. We decided to rest and hugged each other (moment - 2 Golfers strike by lightning. LOL)

Soon after A came back with her new toy and we started MERRY XMAS!!! unwrapping all her clubs and seasoning for her. Wah kaoz! the shaft and head damn heavy and i prefer the TM CGB driver to her burner driver. :( and its retailing at a discount of 199... Boo!!! I really love her ex CGB.. :(

After the rain, the dusk was so scenic. can't help but ask the gals to pose for silhouette and after perfecting a shot for A, her damn camera went flat. Booo!!! Anyway nice game and catching up!

Nice of Dear to fetch me too :P Love u every moment! (damn... i started sounding like CL's CIL) LOL

another relocation

2009-03-20T13:16:00.003+08:00

I will be shifting out of Tuas and heading down to Bedok at the end of the month! It's another moving again! damn! I will be situated inside a 20 FT container, with another new hired staff. Ha! Just the 2 of us... and L is going to put a putter mat inside my office for me to practise everyday! LOL!! and i'm so looking forward!

Oh Yes! We finally got our PC today!

2009-03-19T22:59:00.003+08:00

Proficiency Certificate (PC) that is! We have been training with enthusiasms for the past 3 months (since Jan) and we finally graduated today!!!! From Sin Ming, we upgraded to Sembawang Country Club, to Mandai and our last love - Eng Neo. Beer and Chips never leave us alone at the range! Its a great bundle with fun buddies and instructor!
It Us - L, S, A and Me!
And i'm glad we found a very good coach for the whole course, and we deft join him back for our intermediate!
It was our first day at the GREENS, and i'm very satisfied with the results, but i still need more practise with my PW. So far my irons and putter has been gd :P
Stay Tune for cute photos taken at the greens today!

waiting for PC test. got bored at the putting range!

Me and S!!!

James very extra! Anyway damn funny. We thot we jus need 3 balls for each! HAHA! he said we not tigerwood! we need 20 balls at least. heng man. in e end, i lost 1 ball, and continued with 1 soley ball for the whole of 9 holes! HAHA

the Flight of 4

While waiting for L to launch his DRIVER!

The happy ones!

Our Fav Pose! Y M C A!!
ahaha

梁文音 - 最幸福的事

2009-03-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Though not my first time hearing this song at KTV, but however i studied the lyrics and MTV today! OMFG.. it melted my heart and i teared inside me!

你撐著雨傘　借我那次　
已經足夠我　記得一輩子
我懂後來你不是不堅持　
愛情本來就　沒萬無一失
淚水離開了　你的手指
那不如讓它　流在這信紙
我想女孩子　最貼心的是
讓愛的人選結束的方式
我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事
可惜愛不是　童話故事　
不能夠永遠　依賴著王子
在難過其實只剩兩個字　
我怎麼忍心　為難你解釋
我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事
那一陣子有你　美的不像現實
多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止
我最幸福的事　牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始　直至分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事　對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事　那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事

Dedicate to all my love ones... You know who you are... Cuz 最幸福的事 ~ You have always been a part of me

Salsa Dance

2009-03-18T11:05:00.000+08:00

The showroom kollics ask me to join their salsa class... LOL.. the first answer i gave was: Have u seen a pig dancing? LOL!!!!

想你的习惯

2009-03-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

想你的习惯 - 小宇

就这样简单你走过来
而我终於明白了
自己为何要存在

慢慢的我已经离不开
因为我已爱上你了
没有任何原因的
如果我说爱你能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走
世界宽得有一些无奈
你和我只有一个
该怎么不怕孤单

说好了我们都要勇敢
就算不小心迷路了
也能够听见你的
如果我说爱你能不能永远相信

找到你的幸运多完美(多完美)
所有感觉多特别(多特别)
想带你走到世界边缘(喔)
未来不变

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走

我和你甜蜜的走

I wouldnt say it's a fantastic taiwanese idol drama, but it's damn funny! filled with tears and laughter all the way! The story though a bit draggy, but im enduring for the sake of Joe! He is so Cute inside!!

Cosy Sunday With Golf Kahkis

2009-03-15T16:39:00.002+08:00

Cosy Sunday with A and S at Sin Ming Driving Range! Was supposed to head down to Sembawang Country Club but the range was full and pple were waiting! We decided to visit Sin Ming instead and got the 3rd Storey Range. It was rather intimating cuz all the PROs are up there... We only visit the basement cuz most are still under training.

And I'm so in love with A's TM CGB 7 Driver. Cuz i could hit 180M last week with it and today, i did a 200 infront of James. He was impressed with my performance today. I guess cuz my swing is correct and i'm tall with long hands and legs! thats so forgiving. So A and S, practise more on the swing, i'm sure in no time we can be on PAR too!

I can't wait for addidas fair on the 20th! I want to buy her driver! If not, please lend me each time we meet. We love borrowing each others club, and please i want to charity out my Sin Ming's Range Card! I dread going back there!!!!

Opps! And i killed my rubber tee with her driver today! LOL

Golf

2009-03-14T11:32:00.002+08:00

It was a great whack last night! I tried on A's TM driver and the furthest i went was 180m (witnessed by them) but i thot i saw 200m? LOL... Anyway i did a lot on drivers rather than irons!

And we had beer and potato chips.. What a great combi! James even coached me on drivers... put head and wt on the right?? tt makes me look so clown! HAHAHAHA! Anyway enjoyed the pte sessions with the gangs!

My dogs and US

2009-03-13T16:44:00.001+08:00

Marley and Me

Read the book 2 years ago and watched the movie 1 day ago. It’s really a good movie esp for dog lovers.

Marley was destructive, but yet he brings joy to everyone in the family. I love the scene when he would wait for the kids when they return home after school. I wonder how long more can my 4Bs wait for my kids! LOL.

And also puppy bought cheap doesn’t mean they do not deserve a better life. I know I’m never a good owner, due to my hectic schedule, my commitments, we don’t visit dog run anymore. A stroll at the void deck, birthday treats -chicken balls are their biggest bonus.

Bobby, Belle and Bling came free, and Bourbon was bought at 1800 from a pet shop at woodlands. Each 4 have their own characteristic and have their own ways to please us too. Bobby would normally ask for just kisses, Belle would watch you with her passionate eyes, Bling would ask for belly rub and Bourbon would want attention by stroking him.

I promise to spend more time with them and lets go dog run 1 day too.

I love you 4Bs!

天高地厚

2009-03-13T13:33:00.000+08:00

For L, S and A!! :P

你累了没有可否伸出双手

想拥抱怎能握着拳头

我们还有很多梦没做

还有很多明天要走

要让世界听见我们的歌

准备好没有时间不再回头

想要飞不必任何理由

不管世界尽头多寂寞

你的身边一定有我

我们说过不管天高地厚

想飞到那最高最远最洒脱

想拥抱在最美丽的那一刻

想看见陪我到最后谁是朋友

你是我最期待的那一个

可以一起闯祸一起沉默一起走
可以一起飞翔一起沦落
不管天高地厚陪着我
陪我一起大声狂吼
想飙到那最高最远最辽阔
想唱完那最感动的一首歌
没看见那天高地厚不肯放手
因为我有我想要的朋友
你是我最想要的朋友

终

get fucked

2009-03-12T10:17:00.002+08:00

how on earth can u find a job tt can be fucked and fucked them all everyday? Yes... tts my kind of job everyday! i always wrapped up my day with tears and ache? no.. im not EMO! and even if im EMO, i always hv the right to be EMO! i work hard everyday, i slogged till my last breath... i've no avenue to KB! so i do it in my FB and MSN!

fuck u all

2009-03-11T10:04:00.001+08:00

i really think my life sucks sometimes....
why why why?
some pple dun cherish what they have
but i do...

DSLR

2009-03-09T14:47:00.001+08:00

When you hold a DSLR it doesn't show that you are a pro or you are gd! I recently saw some pics from a dog events with so-called Professionally taken? it's worst than me starting out as a beginner 8 yrs ago! LOL! Holding a DSLR doesnt means you are a PRO!

Heat Stroke

2009-03-08T18:46:00.003+08:00

We met up as early as 10am to do our SW and Putter. Damn... And i thot i was clever enuff to bring my sunglass, wear a non black polo tee (my usual is black), insect repellent and a big bottle of ice water which melted half way thru. HAHAHHA... i nearly fainted due to heat stroke! FUCK! the weather was soooo HOT that i kept gulping large amt of water, despite of that i nearly end up "fainting" in the green. I felt dizzy and my body was damn hot... and i even rushed to the toilet to puke after the game... went back to our range and took some rest. it wasn't a gd game prolly i was feeling lousy... I'm so excited!!! cuz we are going for our PC test the week after next. We will be practising on our own nx week and hoped to gear up for the test. I even told the gals, lets go celebrate and massage after that. LOL...

It's has been 9 weeks with James but we do enjoy your lessons each time esp when we learn new things!!! I hope to do intermediate with him since we know each other inside out! :P

S will be doing her pte 1 to 1 wif an angmo! wah! lucky woman who got her coy to sponsor her! and me, L and angela will be back with James :P Gambatte!

Sickly Me

2009-03-07T00:08:00.003+08:00

Going to wrap up my whole damn week!

First i fell ill on sun evening and fever shot right up to 39 on monday and subsided after 4 doses of panadol. But i still felt sick... it's like cold and hot! so i decided to visit the doc and he gave me a jab for my bodyache as i was allergic to voltaren!
I was finally well on thurs and went for a game of ball with kollics.
Den i hurt myself with the damn sicssors and had a tetanus jab on fri monday! LOL.. so total damage for doc visit was amted to $100 bucks... Heng i was allowed to claim from coy!
I decided to go whack balls again today! cuz we will be doing SW on sunday which is on green.. and my leg don't seem well... but surpisingly i played so much better. WAHHAHAHAH!!! :P

and beside work, work work, its balls balls and balls... and bejeweled too :P

DEDICATE to S

2009-03-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

S! This is for U after our brainstorming!
LOL

A Very Sway Day @ Work & Home

2009-03-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

How can a person be that sway for a whole farking day?

First i was cornered by the managements to fulfill all the duties in 1/2 a day.
Nx a SE gave wrg info and pissed me off blaming it on communication error?
The stupid toilet at the new premise not done and i was waiting for boss to give me a lift to raffles marina to pee my life out!
and FUCK Up.. a delivery address was given wrg by manager and SE. WAH KAOz!

So the day at work ended imperfectly! I went over to green fairway to meet A who repeatedly tell me she has no talents... she whacked 400+++ balls today. MY GAWD! thats my hit for 1 week. HAHAHHAHA! we ended the practise early as James has students occupying the range... Before we left Michael came and was just a hi and bye.

Upon reaching home, SLE was farking closed! Guess what? A container from a trailer fell in mid air. LOL... so there was this monster hang lifter doing stunts... We managed to detour from Turf Club way to witness the accident.

So reached home and it was drizzling and i nearly sprain my hand cuz i was carrying losta stuffs...

L as usual hv to slap the dogs for them to shut up when we are home... and he was clearing the poo from bobby's cage he ran out and disturbed me in the kitchen. i was opening up the kibbles... and he was tossing ard my leg... the scissor gave way and i pushed him aside... not wanting to hurt him... the farking scissor landed between my toes.... and the nx moment i was in shock.. not in pain.. cuz the blood was flowing like crazy!!!! OUCH! got a snipped into my artery. and it was bleeding so badly that i felt numb! I screamed for once and L came over... forced me to sit down and he got me to press the gauze onto the wound... phew... we managed to stop the blood... and i even got him to bring the camera... wanted to do CSI in action! LOL!!!!

The CSI evidence Number Tag!

the little puncture wound

The surrounding!

dear applying first aid!

My very own Dr Jiang Zhi Shu! LOL!
WaHAHAHA.. it was a mix and match of CSI and They Kissed Again! I'm such a TV FAN!

Dear cleaning up the blood!

What a FARKING DAY! Booo!

finally... wayway!!!

2009-03-02T12:07:00.002+08:00

haha!!! after seeing the two itchies got their new clubs, i finally got the courage to jump into the isetan sales last weekend to grab a set of new clubs, though not a complete set but i managed to keep my damages to the minimal by grabbing what suits me most on the driving range and green :)

will try to take some shots of my new WayWay, since the other two itchies got their names already, i figured i should give mine too :P hahaha

i hate my new orpit...

2009-03-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

i thot its going to be cool... but its triple worst than my previous one. i've no decent toilets in the whole entire building! first the landlord is still occupying the 3rd level which belongs to us too... they will shift out by 15th feb. and they are using our toilets... booohooohooo.... and here spoil there spoil.... makes me so sick!!!
i dont like my new orpit!

M3rry XxxXx'mas

2009-03-01T13:04:00.000+08:00

I finally open seal for my figaro!!!! :P

co-operation

2009-02-28T18:26:00.001+08:00

all i need is just co-operation from her. she is making me pissed each time i've to ask her for cfmation when others are Okay and easy going. she is the one who is making a hell of noise and loads of complaints where i shd be the one complaining cuz i really hate to co-ordinate with the rest of 4 who have other commitments... i'm glad its ending soon....

byebye 18!

2009-02-28T18:16:00.002+08:00

We finally handed over our 5 years tenancy lease back to the landlord. I've been walking around corners of our ex factory and realised i've spent losta memories. It's like a part of me somehow. My 3Bs also once stayed there for a couple of months, and spent at least 3 yrs with god grandpa, and i've delivered more than 2000 units of vehicles at the service yard. It's the tears, Love, commitment i had for the past 5 years.

I will be spending 1 month at unit 3 till early april where my dept will be shifting to bedok to join the main family as 1 entity. I feel pressurized but yet happy. I shall follow suit and be damn firm just like SSH! :P

And why was my mood upset for the past week? We stayed up late to clear as much rubbish and loads. Till last thurs, i decided to engage movers and rent a small space at storehub to store all my photography stuffs.. all the backdrops, lights etc... total damage: movers $300, storehub rental per month 250 plus a deposit of 250.. total $800 bucks... WAHHAHAHAHA.... sad! :(

KTV cfmation

2009-02-25T13:11:00.001+08:00

Date: 27/02/2009
Time: 7pm
Venue: Party World @ Shenton Way
Agenda: Sing Song, Talk Cock, Ogle at cute guys in MTV, make a fool of yourself, Supper aka Super late dinner @ Maxwell

Yes, I want to sing and ogle
1. Serene Ng
2. Maria
3. Cheong Ling
4. Enrica
5. Lorbert
6. Ah Seng

Supper after KTV (maxwell if not zhang cheng porridge)

1. Serene Ng
2. Maria
3. Cheong Ling
4. Enrica
5. Lorbert
6. Ah Seng
7. Rod

Anymore takers?

I will cfm the total on thurs evening.

Cheers

to brave the world

2009-02-23T18:14:00.004+08:00

to brave the world:-

i was really really upset over at work today. and i couldn't stop crying after lunch. 5 hours of tears... my eyes is swollen. my eyes is tired, my brain cant stop turning, but ive to continue working. its worst than failing exams. it just show how disappointed i am.

i decided to go back to S's blog. A sentence she said to me during my wedding.

i know you tear over the drizzle that never seems to stop, yet i guess, the guy up there is telling you "if you can brave today, you can brave the rest of your life no matter how bad it is"

thanks S! its really motivating! i'm going to stop crying and embrace the gd and bad shit in the world! im going to be the persistence me like how XQ went after ZS!

no same no same

2009-02-23T15:24:00.003+08:00

no same no same!

last week of the month, and its going to be the last week here at #18. i shd be happy that i will be shifting over to bedok in april, 2 more months to end my suffering here... but i guess alone in bedok i will be worst.. prolly 3 times worst. i can imagine mad S.E knocking hard at my lil container office demanding for this and that. wow.. its going to be nightmare. i even told them i will self lock myself and crawl out from the aircon dent. LOL

sometimes i wish i never work here too.. its so contradicting right? i love my job! i hate my work and i hate the pple im working with. sometimes i wonder if they did hire morons to work. its such an insult to call them morons anyway. pple who put in millions effort get shit, while those who dont even use the brain doesnt get wretched. yes i know life never fair...

sometimes i wish i never live tt far!

but im also lucky to have really great friends who is there to lend me their ears.. i go ranting abt it everyday! thank you darlings... its prolly 1 of the joy working here when we gossip in msn (DURING OF FREE TIME OF CUZ)

Work Stress

2009-02-21T11:00:00.002+08:00

work stress,

my load is 2 times more than usual. gawd! save me from hell! and i'm shifting office nx week, and end of april 1 more time to far end of singapore. boooo! but i will be nearer to hubby and itchy. hahahaha! :P

-Ogle KTV Session-

2009-02-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

Date: 27/02/2009
Time: 7pm
Venue: Party World @ Shenton Way
Agenda: Sing Song, Talk Cock, Ogle at cute guys in MTV, make a fool of yourself, Supper aka Super late dinner @ Maxwell

Yes, I want to sing and ogle
1. Serene Ng
2. Maria
3. Cheong Ling
4. Enrica
5. Lorbert

Anymore takers? does Rod and Ah Seng Sing?

I will cfm the total on thurs evening.

Cheers

4511

2009-02-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

4D Number?

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KTV With L

2009-02-18T22:28:00.003+08:00

KTV With L

Wack balls session is cancelled as S has a last min meeting... Boo! I cannot test on her pinksco...
We decided to go for KTV at yishun safra.. Yes and we finally made it to sing K... Sang from 630pm - 10pm... Damn SHIOK! had losta lee hom songs.. and 理想情人 by rainie. Actually main purpose is to catch Mike He's MTV. WAHAHAHHAHA! And Bee Gees too.... Wanted to sing more on abba, but no kakis leh... :(

looking forward to nx KTV session with CL and gang!

喜悦

2009-02-18T12:24:00.002+08:00

Who is 喜悦 ?

喜悦 is a name i chose for my future daughter if i happen to have 1. Wahahaha... Why daughter? so i can doll her up and fulfill all my childhood dreams i never had when i was younger.
And why is she named 喜悦? Because i want 喜悦 to be happy always and everyone around her will be happy too... i can't think of anymore suitable name other than 喜悦.
Wah lao... i sounded as if i'm pregnant now! LOL... sorrie.. i'm on heat again! No 喜悦 !

reward myself

2009-02-18T08:05:00.003+08:00

Reward Myself!

The lesson is reaching an end, and i ought to reward myself? :-(
i got a urge to get brand new club too... Wahahha... seeing serene anticipating and yearning to get her club last night makes me excited too... however after much teh-ing, tt michael didnt make her "bday" wish come true... WAHHAHAHHAA.. Fuck him ok? He prolly just talk cock only lah!

I'm looking more at the japanese brand like Maruman, Mizuno if not Callaway works gd too... L was telling me, club plays 20%, and 80% is on skills... :)

We had our first touch to wood yesterday... It was so light that my wrist was giving way :( anyway my 2nd trial was 120m! unbelieveable. Though with my iron i can hit 120 too... the piak sound was so up to my expectation. LOL

Anyway i was not really in the mood to play yesterday. It's soooo warm, humid and forgot to refill my bottle before going over... had some beer and it cools me down.. but i was already gone by den... :)

2 more lessons! Yipee!!!

btw, the dinner portion was so small that i think i better order upsize macdees for the nx training ... BOOO.. 12 bucks leh!!! Mac Dees the most $7 bucks after upsize.

btw, the dogs shit like no one biz after i fed them at 12 midnite. First it was belle who had her first poo, followed by bourbon and bobby... 5 mins later, belle decided to poo more.. wah lau.. 1 bag full of poo... what a shitty gal! :P

Period Sucks

2009-02-17T16:03:00.003+08:00

大姨妈，请你准时来，要不然喜悦就不能来了。

Either it don't come for months or it can come for months... if not they will visit me 1 month twice??? Yes, i'm on hormones pills to regulate them, but it doesn't seem to be ... Haiz... The last visit was 2 weeks ago, and last night it came... I even told Serene... I saw 喜悦 Last night! LOL

Our Msn Conversation

2009-02-17T11:27:00.002+08:00

Our Msn Conversation ( a log between a married couple with unknown victims.)

Enrica (11:25 AM): KM got new gf
Enrica (11:25 AM): :-(
lorbert.tay@fiat.sg(11:25 AM): Haha u must be very sad
lorbert.tay@fiat.sg(11:26 AM): Condolences
Enrica (11:26 AM): thank U
Enrica (11:26 AM): LOL
lorbert.tay@fiat.sg(11:27 AM): Lol

七月雪 July Snow - 对错

2009-02-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

七月雪 July Snow - 对错

你和我，就象春夏秋冬四季的配合曾拥有，一种快乐幸福很独特牵着手，但想说的话却说不出口时间所赐的宽容，锁在眼中太洒脱，你走的太洒脱难免会失落我没有，勇敢接受没有你的结果松了...

Ouch! So Heart Broken!

2009-02-17T09:28:00.002+08:00

Ouch! So Heart Broken!

KM is attached!!! and dating for quite sometime too... It was rumored with a TVB actress... BOOHOOHOO... It shd not be bothering me... i was agitated when he was with maggie tsang, cuz she's too old for him? And now NANCY? is she on a rebound? she just broke off last april... Haiz... i'll be happy if he is with Selena Li. Wahahhaa... Ouch!!! :( but if he is with me, i will be on cloud nine! HAHAHAHA! opps... betta not let L sees... :P

SKC 15/02/2009

2009-02-16T11:28:00.002+08:00

Yes... we ended the night at Urban Pooch with Low and Tiff, Chris and Ivy, Nerville and Wife... The trials was great.. Though Bourbon Failed prettily, but he nearly achieved full marks for Heeling, and Full scores for Retrive on Flat. Princeston did very well. It's his first trial, and he did really good. I told him to go on to Intermediate. Don't waste time on Pre Novice and Novice anymore! Concentrate those important ones.
Lucky my Boy! Has been running in between the rings - Obedience and Companion Section. He did very well at the OPEN.. in fact his results was comparable. LOL.... There was also a huge commotion at the OPEN... In fact... not much comment on it... We can't blame anyone... I blame myself. LOL... WAHAHHAHAHA... in short, it was a great trials... :P

and the guys were tired.

All from Cdtrainer!

lil trophies :)

ISWAK

2009-02-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

Bourbon loves watching It started With a kiss too.. :P