我有老公"疼疼"

Well... my relationship with my family has always been unstable and it got worst after my wedding. Each time my mum gets angry with my brother, she will vent it out on me. Dear always ask me not to give any comment and just ignore. So as days go by... i don't really talk to them. But my sister seemingly try to spice out my r/s with my mum... but i don't really care... they belongs to 1 family and i don't... I'm an old age orphan now. Sometimes i really wonder if dad didnt pass on... what will our life be? If bro could be more serious and mature prolly i can be like S .. So Yang Orh to her mum and dad. I really wish...

I'm very glad to have few friends who standby me, sounding me out each time i feel depress, and my very supportive husband. Though we are not leading very luxurious life, but fufilling life. He may not be perfect in most eyes, but he yang orh me so much.. so much that when i'm sad over work and my family.. i want to run to give and ask him to hug me till my tears dries up.

My digusting sister tried to pick a damn bo liao fight with me just now.

My mum happened to call and i ans it. So i passed the fone to my sister. i'm not sure if she is senstive or what.. she said i slam the fone which i didnt loh.

Mum: Ask yr sis ans
Me: orh. Wait. (hold the phone to her extension)
Sis: can u don't slam? not happy don't do loh (i didnt slam at all.. really)
Me: Siao! i didnt loh
Sis: aiyah. u not happy don't do loh...
Me: well.. say what u like.. heng i got hubbi to sayang everyday.
Sis: yayaya... (she mumbled to my mum what i said)

I mean.. we are both 30s and married, but why is she so childish? I feel so STUPID talking to her. I looked at my kollic... i say pls.. look at it yourself. But well it doesn't really matter.. cuz u always side her.. which i don't give a damn.. anyway it's not abt siding whosoever... its abt being rational... I hope i am doing it right.

And yes darling.. i 'm not joking with u! I had a recent Pay Cut of 1K... i spent 90% of it on my debts.. and i've left with 10% for my ciggies, and food. :~ the world is unjustice.. my sis gets more pay.. her car, her house, her bills, her credit cards are all paid by coy.. but not me!!! >_< .. well.. i don't mind really.. but how can they cut my salary without telling me? why why why? I foresee myself eating porridge for the nx few months and prolly.. i can slim down!! save on mary chia! :~~~~~~~~~ i 'm just feeling emotional vex... and why we went bag whoring yesterday? i was so disturbed with all the debts i'm paying and i can't even pamper myself.. as i said once.. we shd do these often :)

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